today was kinda low energy.
i think it was after getting back geog.
got 69.5! and i thought they wouldnt round up and which means i'll get b3!!
like, how can?!
it made me freaking depressed and desperate to find half mark more.
until janie told me they'll round up.
and zhiling told me the same thing.
but even so, my spirits was still low. (dont know why either)

went to library to study with yunhan, yiqi and yongjie.
got drenched in the rain. (socks totally wet)
studied a while and yiqi and yongjie decided to go watch the ugly truth.
if i had no tuition i'd have tagged along. xD
and so, i headed to van's hse while they have their lunch.
and the suay-est thing happened.
vanessa ng wan ning was sleeping like a log!
and she didnt see my msg telling her that im heading to her hse.
and didnt hear my calls to her handphone.
and she didnt hear my calls to her housephone. (which was freaking loud as i could even hear it at her doorstep -.-)
and she didnt hear my loud knocking of the door.
rahh. i was totally frustrated.
and so i called cy to ask if she's at home ( maybe can go her hse since she lives nearby)
but she wasnt.
hence, i had no choice and had to stay at her void deck.
i hate void decks like srsly.
after 20min or so, van finally woke up and called me.
when i told her that i had called her house, she even told me that her house phone is in her room and the ringing was very loud k? totally cant stand her.
and she said she wasnt really asleep from 5 onwards. (which is the time that i called her)
which means if she was really sound asleep, there's no way you can wake her up! lol.
ok, this post's getting too long.

anw, i'm feeling depressed over my prelims results.
at first i was quite ok with it, until i realised many others got many many A1s. sianed.
here's my results so far..

best 5 (actual vs targetted vs mye)
1. ss/hist: 82 (A1)-----------------A1-------------- b3/4
2. geog: 69.5 (A2)-----------------A1-------------- C5
3. chem: 67.5 (B3)----------------A1---------------C5
4. emath: 66 (B3)-----------------B3--------------- D7
5. mt (last yr's) (A1)
R5: 10

very bad subjects..
1. phy: C5------------------------B3---------------- F9
2. amath: E8---------------------A1---------------- D7

overall, i improved quite a bit. from L1 R5 25 to R5 10.
but everyone had improved too.
jy!!
there's no shortcut to success. hard work pays.

thanks angeline for the tips! :DD