argh.
i've got no calculator.
somemore its hols now and bookshop isnt open.
math tuition teacher say if next week still no calculator i can dun come le. x(

medicine almost finished, but i still haven't recover.
hais..

and i still got a lot of stuffs havent do.
-hol h.w
-heritage badge project
-chi project
- pack camp bag
-sci revision

im now at hol h.w, but still dont have the mood to do and im stuck on the compo.
what diff have i made? -.-
i just feel like sleeping everyday.
although i sleep about 12hrs everyday im still sleepy. -.-
i guess im born to sleep and eat. =x

hope that C: will come on 8june.
and she'll be so happy like there's no tmr.
lol lol. :D

this one cannot that one cannot what do you want?
can you just faster say everything and stop wasting my time?
i ask one question you ans one question, and somemore have to wait so long den reply me.
why should i get so involved when you dont care a thing?
damn it.

science tuition was fun today.
the teacher's so knowledgeble.
enjoyed listening to him talking about amazing stuffs. =)

i wana eat sweets!
i wana eat choc!
i wana drink sweet drinks!
i wana eat cold stuffs!
i wana eat fried chicken!

argh..
when am i going to recover?!
lol. that sounded so pig. =x

i love vanessa's blog song!
lyrics and tune so nice. <333
:D

im coughing like crazy

came online to check things-to-bring list for expedition camp so came here to shun bian blog.
ytd midnight got high fever, whole night thinking if i should go for flag day.
didnt sleep well the whole night.
darn fever.
i wanted go for flag day de..
i even polished my boots till so shiny and iron my uniform in the end wasted my efforts. -.-
went to see the same doc again and the missy was like, "you came ytd right?"
her yu3 qi4 was like why i so mafan.=x
but also not my fault right?
how i know after 1 night i'll get fever and flu?
the doc took my temp and it was a freaking 39degree.
during midnight must be 40+? o.0
after that went to have lunch.
everything tasted so tasteless.
then somemore my abdomen damn pain, felt like dying lah.
waited for mama to finish her food before going back home.
the moment i step into the house i just run into mama's bedroom and lie down.
the pain was excruciating lah.
only when i was sound asleep will i not feel the pain.

today much much better le, just that cough still quite serious and ulcers havent heal.
flu and fever still got a bit.
hope that everything will be fine by 2june. :)

till

then

SA1 results..

i think quite ok lah, i was expecting 20+ position in class..

but its like such a waste lah..

the other subjects quite okok den sci pull me down..

im beginning to question myself, "even if i work really hard, end-of-year science really can get A2 and above meh?"

however, i'd decided to put away all these negative thoughts and work really hard for sci.

even if i failed, at least i know that i'd tried my best.

that's only the right attitude, isnt it?

so, i'd decided not to use com for the whole of june hols.

no camp days i'll study and study.

do hol h.w, revise sci bla bla bla.

wtf, papa is viewing my report card now lah!

he fake fake come over here i thought wad den he go and grab the report book away.

wth lah!

cough and cough until very serious, after school wanted papa to fetch me to clinic.

and he refused.

i headache until like that he give me bad attitude, scolded me and ask me to go see doc myself.

damn angry lah!

in the end kaiwei accompanied me.

kaiwei is the best! :)

came back from hg mall's clinic and gave papa attitude.

didnt let him see my results.

had lunch and took medicine before taking a nap.

woke up at 5plus and ironed gb full u and polished boots until 7plus going to 8!

i polish till very shiny le..

haha, so proud of myself.

btw, tmr is gb flag day!

and i have to wake up super duper early. x(

have to wear full-u, neaten hair and all those stuffs. =x

i hate full-u lah!

so mafan..

and im sick leh..

tmr headache how?

den like tmr i keep on coughing who wana donate to me?

i think we're going to kovan to ask for donations.

rmb to come kovan tmr and donate to me!

gona sleep le, else tmr no energy.

cough cough*

goodbye comp, see ya 1 month later? :D

star-byul

the wind is shaking the windows,
and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky,
shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..
they hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright it is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today,
I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those starsOh~
I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

darn 112 made me so pissed off.
i was crossing the road and saw 112 in the previous stop.
den i run run run..
ran past the blocks to the opp yt's bus stop there wanting to reach the bus stop before 112 come.
i finally reached the bus sop and 112 had not come yet.
i sat down, facing the opp direction of the bus coming.
in the end, 112 came and nobody boarded, and it just went off like that!
by the time i realised it was there it had already driven off.
damn bushuang lah!
kep on cursing the passengers there.
bus havent come stand until as if bus coming for wad?
cos i thougt if 112 come surely got ppl wana board and i still got time to react ma.
grr..
i cursed and cursed until the next 112 came.
luckily the next bus came early. else i'll be more and more pissed.

didnt have green tea today.
isit just not my day?
can ulcers and coughs just get lost?!

had 2 free periods ytd.
science teacher didnt come, so went to chingyee's place and chatted with her.
hist period was a relief teacher who gave us hist ws to do, whereby the ans sheet is just stapled behind. -.-
chi period weilaoshi had to attend something and didnt come too.
so "chen" laoshi came. lol. he's actually not chenlaoshi lah, just that the guys call him chenweilian. and somemore sing the "wozhishixiangyao..." song.lol.
we watched shi er shen xiao.

gb was fun.
got free time in between and we hang around the corridor stalking a guy who is said to be "shuai".
but in the end failed.
lol. we were not able to see his face cos of three main reasons:
1. dun dare to be too obvious
2. the shelter blocked his face!
3. we duno which one!
lol.
and we played our "butt hitting game" :)

had fun stalking! haha.

plans for june hols.
26may- gb flag day! 8.15 meet at GB HQ.
28may- maths tuition 5pm-7pm
29 may- sci tuition 5pm-7pm
30 may- maths make-up lesson
2june- sec 2 leadership conference 8.30am to 8.30pm
5 to 7 june- expedition camp! 1pm on 5june to 8pm on 7june -.-
11-14 june- adventure camp!
18 & 25june- maths tuition 5pm-7pm
19 & 26 june- sci tuition 5pm-7pm

so many days gone. x(
the other remaining days shall study like mad!
i wonder if i'll really do it. =x
i have to work 10x harder all bcos of that dumb f9 science!
how come so many ppl get A for sci? grr..

something incredibe happened to xinan.
and something shocking happened to me.
its so unexpected lah.
actually nothing much lah.
its just unexpected.

today's maths enrichment quite ok.
the hall one was nice.
i love the balloon sculpture! =D
zhiling and i made the balloon in less than two min!
but zhiling made faster than me.-.-
but mine was nicer k?
haha.
made many shapes using the same balloon until it burst. o.0
lol.

after everything, went for sci tuition.
the teacher was funny and interesting as in he knows a lot of things lah.
the 2hrs passed quickly. :D
cant stop smiling at myself after reading the unexpected msg.
i think they must be thinking that im mad lah, arm chio to myself while smsing. =x

filed maths ws.
didnt do a few ex cos lazy.
hope mrs khor wont notice. =x
never do corrections will deduct a lot of marks anot?
-.-

watched 200 pounds beauy at crunchyroll ytd till 1plus.
its damn nice.
should've watched 200pounds instead of spiderman 3 lah.
im so in love with the songs!
lol.love so many songs these days.

today was a slack day.
woke up at 11plus then sleep back at 12+ till 2+.
wanted to do maths but duno which ex i owe.
did like only 1 ex and didnt feel like continuing anymore.
so many questions dont know how to do.
wonder how i completed maths paper.
spent most of the day on computer.

accomplishments of the day:
1 maths ex.
clothes folded.
school shoes washed.

maria.. ave maria.. :D

got back maths.
78.
not bad, but i could have done better!
much better!
i've got lots of dumb careless mistakes, dumbest careless mistakes one could ever have!
not very happy with my results but CA1+SA1 is 76, still can get A1. xD

went plaza sing with bernice, charmian, daryl and yanting to watch spiderman 3.
and i'd got back my homecoming coupons money! like, finally.
zhaoxiang they all went dhoby to return me. :D
btw, who the hell told me spiderman 3 was nice?!
grr...
wasted my 8 bucks!
von von, was it you? =x
its like watch halfway will sian diao lah.
i got restless and dont feel like watching anymore.
i kept looking at the time, and countdowning the time left to get out of the theatre.
yt and charmian like going to fall asleep liao lor.
after 1 and a half hour the three of us went toilet.
and we thought of just leaving lah..
but in the end still watched finish the whole show so as to not waste money.
the ending quite nice lah.. just that the front and middle part quite boring.

after coming back from the toilet, i was ike shaking vigorously cos too cold.
bernice: what happen to you? got infected by marcus?
me: no lah.. i very cold..
me: yt, you not cold meh?
yt: cold lah!
me: then why you not shaking one?
yt: laughs*

i wana learn the zhong guo hua lyrics!
lol, like very nice like that..

扁担宽 板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上 x2

伦敦玛莉莲 买了件旗袍送妈妈
莫斯科的夫司基 爱上牛肉面疙瘩
各种颜色的皮肤 各种颜色的头发
嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话

多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法
这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化
平平仄仄平平仄
好聪明的中国人 好优美的中国话
扁担宽 板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
板凳不让扁担绑在板凳上
扁担偏要绑在板凳上
板凳偏偏不让扁担绑在那板凳上
到底扁担宽还是板凳长

哥哥弟弟坡前坐
坡上卧著一只鹅
坡下流著一条河
哥哥说 宽宽的河
弟弟说 白白的鹅
鹅要过河 河要渡鹅
不知是那鹅过河
还是河渡鹅

全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话 越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话 让世界都认真听话

纽约苏珊娜 开了间禅风Lounge Bar
柏林来的沃夫冈 拿胡琴配著电吉他
各种颜色的皮肤 各种颜色的头发
嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话

多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法
这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变
仄仄平平仄仄平
好聪明的中国人 好优美的中国话

有个小孩叫小杜
上街打醋又买布
买了布 打了醋
回头看见鹰抓兔
放下布 搁下醋
上前去追鹰和兔
飞了鹰 跑了兔
洒了醋 湿了布

嘴说腿腿说嘴
嘴说腿爱跑腿
腿说嘴爱卖嘴
光动嘴不动腿
光动腿不动嘴
不如不长腿和嘴
到底是那嘴说腿还是腿说嘴

全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话 x2

mid year results.. x(

today got back almost every paper except for maths.
i got everything except for D and E!
lol.
that include f9 ok?
mid year results..

i got 2As, 1B, 2Cs and 1 F!
omg.
cant believe that science can actually get F9!
cried quite badly after receiving Bio.
its like chem+bio not even 10 can?
so, i have set my mind to go for science tuition.
i shall go sci tuition with pearleen!
yea.
else really can die and will die!
from next term onwards, or maybe earlier, i shall study sci everyday!
revise and revise everything that has been covered during the science period.
yes. that's it.
i shall just focus mainly on sci and maths.
these two important subjects for me to get into 3A1.
leling shall get into 3A1 next year!
kam-ba-tei-neh!

luckily the Cs subjects not important..
i shall depend on chi for my overall percentage.
next semester my sci, maths and chi will score!
these three subjects should at least have an A1 during end of year.
and my geog should at least get an A2.
yes, i've set my goal and i'll make sure that i'll achieve it.
3A1, here i come! lol.
leling can do it! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

today was really boring.
especially after recess..
the wad record breaking competition damn sian lah.
it made me wana sleep.
but sleeping in that position was damn suan lah.
our leg muscles damn ache den still let us sit in the hall for so long..
its like in the morning watch happy feet in the hall, den recess, after recess go back hall again. -.-

gb today was so relaxing.
we did 2hours of badgework and were released just like that!
omg. never had we been released so early before!
we all shocked dao lah!
we wanted to go somewhere but cant think of a suitable place.
actually wanted to go superbowl de..
but jasmine, quila and vivi dunwan.
in the end the thing was cancelled. x(

so came back to use comp instead.
later still have to fold clothes and do art.
tmr getting back sci, eng, lit and chi paper!
oh gosh.
hope that all will pass with flying colours!
wish me luck! x)

ytd morning instead of inter-hse games, we had 2.4km run!
like wth?
we all nv prepare lah!
or maybe should be i nv prepare at all.
i got 9th in 202.
16.26, C.
it was really tough lah.
runing that time still not that xinku, the moment i stop the blood like all gush up and i yaosuanbeitong and nearly fainted.
i would rather die then having that feeling lah!


art museum trip was quite fun.
disgusting xavier go and take a cockcroach to scare the girls.
then the girls all scream scream scream until zhiling the heroine appeared..
lol.
zhiling used the brochure to hit the cockcroach, then used it to pick that disgusting daqiang up.
whoa~
everything happened so quickly..
and the heroine was born!
lol.. so dramatic. xD
then xavier find another broken cockcroach wings to scare us.
he damn pervertic lah!
disgusting pervert.
yucks.

periods before recess were all so sian.
i depressed till can die.
after recess was at least better.
didnt expect that the talks were more interesting than staying in class slacking away.

after school went hg point with van, hc, xinan and yt to have lunch and accidentally found out kahlun's secret.
heheh. xD

after that went back school do the educational badge things with gb sec twos.
we completed everything very fast cos i'd forgotten to bring the stuffs so we just do a bit then went home, planning to send zhiling the stuffs and she can type+beautify. =D

after that wanted to do heritage badge with kaiwei but i also nv bring the paper.
so, kaiwei and i went online to play games.
lol.
played for like half an hour before going for tuition.

walao.
cheryl nv come this week, make me so lonely.
and ayton, nicholas and leonard they all..
duno go where le.
so many weeks never see them.
heh. i miss their presence! x(
where's the lively and humourous atmosphere?
argh.
tuition is not as fun without them..
miss ya!

heys! i love shili!<33333
she made this skin for me which i loveeee very much!
yay~
finally can have a plain blogskin all thanks to her!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

went to ah ma's house early in the morning for prayers and all those stuffs.
we went downstairs to burn the incense paper, and the smoke "flew up" to the 2nd floor.
lol. ended up the resident not happy so he or she splashed water down.
lol.
luckily nobody was standing at that spot lah!
lol. i think that person's house must be damn choked up with the smoke.
too bad lah, who ask him to stay at 2nd floor.
my uncle used a wooden stick to lift the incense papers up so that it can burn faster with more air.
then my aunt so cartoon, go and take a fragment of a broken pot from duno who's garden to put underneath the ashes.
lol.
and ended up there is the popping sound cos of the pot.
they say later ah ma receive the pot ridiculously.
funny lah.
the passers-by who walked past all look at us.
den still got one funny boy, riding on bicycle, one hand covering his mouth and nose. -.-
other stuffs arent worth mentioning so should be that's it.

i cant upload photos cos of the memory card prob. x(

ytd went to bugis with bernice, chingyee, hsiao ching, vanessa and xinan as planned.
wanted to watch spiderman 3 but not enough time cos hsiao ching and chingyee have to be back by 6. x(
didnt have much shou1 huo4..
only bought fabric pen and a plain t-shirt for mothers' day.
the only thing for myself is neos.. x)

i love the first pic! hahs. im the sun!
i drew it one cos i looked too retarded le.
the "lol! pic" was so damn retard lah! how can?! =x

saw many xinmin ppl there and one of them is my junior.
oh ya, i also saw clara.. holy innocents' de..
when i saw her i was like so spastic.
i went to her and was waving frantically then say "hello! hello!"
lol. i wanted to call her name but not sure if she's called clara.
now im still not sure lah!
then i think she also cant rmb my name so we just hello hello to each other. xD
so spas!

after walking around for 3hrs, our legs really ache till there's no tomorrow(copying xinan's taici =x)
went home at 5plus.
van and hsiao ching take chingyee's mum's car.
bernice, xinan and i take mrt.
we took mrt to harbourfront then come back cos we wanted to sit down.
lol.
took quite some time before reaching hougang station.
went hg mall's popular to check if got fabric paint.
then walked around for like half an hour to look for it but to no avail.
i was on the from 2nd floor to 3rd floor de escalator and marcus was on the 1st floor to 2nd floor de escalator and we past each other.
i looked at him and he looked at me.
lol. didnt know how to react so i just look away.=x

today woke up early in the morning cos of the irritating phone that's ringing and ringing like there's no tomorrow.(lol. i find the phrase nice. xD)
it was my cousin.
yea, that cousin who was my tutor last time.
after calling for like so many times, and no one bothered to answer, for everyone's asleep and dajie was bathing, she smsed me.
and guess wad?
she asked us if we are at home cos she wana use our house comp.
i had intended to act blur, and pretend that i'd not seen the msg but she called again!
grrr.
no choice, have to reply.
den after that i cant get back to sleep again!
like wth?
lay on the bed down there, turning back and forth on bed, eyes open. =x
so decided to just get up and iron the fabric penned tshirt.
after that went to kovan with mum and sis to buy groceries and have breakfast.
went heartland mall's popular to look for fabric paint again..
and i found it.
then bought another t shirt, this time round, a black one.
and it was chosen by mama herself.
saw aunt, uncle and cousin.
mama and aunt chatted for quite some time.
after that went to have dessert before going home.

as soon as i reach home, i continued the first piece and started on my 2nd piece.
the 1st piece was so ruined cos the new fabric paint sink through the shirt and ruined the front..
2nd piece was quite ok, except a bit dirty cos i wrote wrongy and tried to use water to make it less visible.
i wrote "dont mess with me cos.." behind and "im her mum" in front.
walao. does it make any sense to you?
i think its such a failure lah.
dajie and lexin kept critiscising. x(

oh ya, also made a wallet using translucent paper.
haha, think its quite nice..

hey, what's happening to blogger?
its so weird.

okie, today's science was totally screwed.
i think i shall just go combine science.
if anyone can get 75% that person must be mad.
science exam is the most screwed paper among all the papers from mon to thurs.
forget it, forget it.
wad's done cannot be undone.
i shall just wait to collect the science corpse.
direct translation from chi's deng zhe shou shi.
oh, whatever.

highlight of the day: one more day and everything will be over!
okie lah, not really.
still got end of year.
but who cares?
hahas.
planning to go out tmr!
whee~

something shocking happened after school.
hahas.
not really that shocking.
i was in the middle of the shelter opp sch gate with joelyn waiting for yt and xinan.
they walk so slow.
percy and his gang were opp us.
then suddenly i heard percy shouting," leling!"
i turned and was surprised that percy would actually call me lah.
then his friends were like laughing then shouted," adrian!"
walao eh.
i tio stunned lah!
how they know one?!
how could it possibly spread so far?
206 leh!
i wasnt hearing things you know?
joelyn heard too!
and joelyn say maybe is tuck heng they all study hmt at 206 so they spread spread spread.
walao eh.
damn tuck lah!


i think i can afford to slack today..
i shall take a nap before studying for maths p2.
jiayou bah!
one more day..

oh man, i think im crazy over ai de zhu xuan lu.
where had i heard this song before?
can someone tell me?
isit a drama's theme song?
its so familiar can?
i love this song!

apologies dont always work if its not sincere.
and action speaks louder than words.
you just dont give a damn for our friendship.
and as i've said, its not just because of that incident.
this shows that you haven't reflected on yourself at all.

i'd not forgotten how you've helped me before.
nor have i forgotten how you cheered me up when i was low.
but i just hope that you would change for the better, which i know it would be difficult for you.

thanks for all the things you've done for me
but sorry, i cant stand your attitude.

ytd began with a happy mood cos of this..


lol. tuckheng really gave me carnations, and 9 somemore!
and in return, i gave him 99roses.
i wrote this..
from: leling
rosesx99
to: tuck heng <333!>

you may think nothing of it, but have you spared a thought for others? and its not just bcos of this that im pissed.

ytd reached home at 6 plus and started slacking.
wasted time colouring art when its supposed to be handed in the week after exams.
wasted time watching tv.
slacked until 11 before writing maths notes for like half an hour then sleep alrd.
woke up early today for revision.
but ended up..

lol. mama nag at us early in the morning.. she asked me to help her pay phone bill but i refused cos of the revision. and she started nagging and nagging. -.-(this was drawn in my maths notebook xD)

i really know how to waste time man.
do maths until so long.
den still took a nap.
wake up wash school shoes.
then come online.
oh man.
i really duno how to manage my time lah!
leling please wake up and stop slacking!!

why are there so many suckers in my life?

didnt blog for so many days!
eng paper, quite okok.
chi paper, damn suck, i tell you.
the ni3 ren shou fa i wrote wrongly!
i wrote si4 ren shou fa!
damn it.
4 marks gone just like that!
and shili still say chi was a breeeeeeze?!
dnt paper, flunking too.
i wasted a lot of time in the previous section lah!
the processes thingy.
walao.
i write until so detailed when they say brief discription.
then somemore the tools all name wrongly.
the last section only got 15 min!
my hands was like trmbling when the teacher said 13 min left!
its really TREMBLING!
omg.
hate it lah.

highlight of the day: abey say my eng and lit quite good!
but really meh?
both get 60+ % only leh.
b4 very good meh?
-.-
yanting got 70+% for lit!
wth!
btw, yt is getting naughtier.. fold skirt huh?

came back and online
had funny conversation with tuck heng lah!
he keep on imposing as adrian den confess to me.
tuck heng: i love you
me: ya i love you too
tuck heng: im adrian and i love you, what flower you like, i sure buy for you tmr one!
me: i wan....carnations! on mothers' day!
me: den i can give my mama
lol lol.
i keep on pissing him.
tuck: walao, then i write your name on it.
me: then i remove the card
tuck: nvm, as long as you know its for you
me: as long as i know its from tuck heng.
hahhas. fun right?
tuck: walao, im really adrian lah!
tuck: on your birthday i give you. when's your birthday?
me: mothers' day!
tuck: nvm, my birthday i treat you candlelit.
me: when's your birthday?
tuck: 9 sep
me: wait i go check
tuck: check lor
me: its 11 oct lah!
tuck: no, its not.
me: nvm, i ask bryant.
tuck: nvm, tmr you see, you sure get my carnations one!
me: so early mothers' day?
lol.
still got other stuffs lah.
this is cut short one.
cos i forgot to save the conversation.. -.-